More Than a Competition
Sometimes the greatest reward isn't winning—it's having the courage to begin.
Black and white portrait of Vera Yazid. Photography by Johnny Lee.
When I entered the Playboy x Honey Birdette Model Search, I wasn't simply chasing a title.
I was saying yes to an opportunity that challenged me to step outside my comfort zone, embrace vulnerability, and express another side of who I am.
While my journey ended in the second round, I walked away with something far more valuable than a place in the competition.
I gained perspective.
Confidence Begins With Saying Yes
Putting yourself in front of a camera is one thing.
Sharing your story with thousands of strangers is something entirely different.
This experience reminded me that confidence isn't about never feeling nervous.
It's about choosing to show up anyway.
Growth rarely happens inside our comfort zone, and sometimes simply taking the first step is already a victory.
The Power of Storytelling
My "About Me" profile, written in collaboration with Gremlin for the Playboy x Honey Birdette Model Search.
One of the highlights of this experience was working alongside Gremlin, whose writing helped transform my thoughts into a story that genuinely reflected who I am.
Reading those words reminded me that personal branding isn't built through perfect photographs alone.
It's built through authenticity.
Every image may capture a moment, but thoughtful storytelling gives that moment meaning.
That lesson will stay with me long after this competition.
Supporting Something Bigger
The competition also supported the Lynne Cohen Foundation, raising awareness for the early detection and prevention of breast and ovarian cancers.
One aspect of the competition that resonated with me was its partnership with the Lynne Cohen Foundation. Knowing that participants were also helping raise awareness for the early detection and prevention of breast and ovarian cancers gave the experience a greater sense of purpose. It was a reminder that opportunities can have an impact beyond the individual.
A Thank You
To everyone who voted, shared my profile, left encouraging messages, or simply believed in me—
Thank you.
Your support meant more than progressing through another round.
It reminded me that this journey isn't something I walk alone.
Every message, every vote, and every kind word gave me confidence to continue pursuing opportunities that challenge me to grow.
I'm incredibly grateful.
This Is Only One Chapter
Being eliminated in the second round doesn't define my journey.
Neither would winning.
Behind Vera Yazid is someone who continues to evolve.
A personal trainer.
A group fitness instructor.
A creative.
A mother.
Someone passionate about building a meaningful life through health, movement, creativity, and continuous learning.
Every experience—whether it ends in success or disappointment—becomes another chapter in that story.
Looking Forward
The competition may have ended, but the lessons continue.
It reminded me to keep taking chances.
To keep creating.
To keep growing.
Because success isn't measured only by the opportunities we win.
It's measured by the person we become through every experience along the way.
Thank you for being part of my journey. Here’s to the next chapter.
"Not every opportunity ends with a trophy. Every opportunity can shape who you become."
— Vera Yazid